priest home visit ? since when, i ain't going, the SCREAMING the fighting the hospital i don't wanna go where the cowboys aren't, such disgusting people abuser(s)s, the kind that don't mean much to anyone, but themselves and each other and their enablers, so gruesome bloody disgusting often hurting for fun and ? nonsensically loving others, those who know are knowledgeable and erudite sometimes, too, so many weirdos so few intelligent folks it seems, because there is strength in honesty and truth in honesty truth in truth, so if someone injures you they aren't truly scary, only moderately, and such light injuries are to be noted, light-headed much angry much sexualizing when someone corrects such angry much doesn't mean that and torturing all the while, protected and enabled and disabling consistently hurting but i won't be always hurt because that's not possible, and that kurt cobain courtesy calls with curt sign-offs aren't it, are probably racist and definitely terrifying terrifying those, the ones who matter, not just for their abilities to contribute to the world, showing sanity, but for the contributions to you, the abuser, so i discount that


and amelioriate, as such abusers know how and when to abuse, abusing at choice moments, like "you're delightful" MONSTROUSLY INSINUATING someone is insane, but such insinuations are always wrong, because someone cannot become her and he, insane, and someone is always insane, so who's crazy, now?


but if you wanna physically torture and/or/ befirend a torturer do not, as such torture is not merely scary and sometimes overcoming it is difficult and not necessary, so the abuse(s)s becomes visceral, almost tangible, but never the province of the abused, those with characteristics in line with those who want to enjoy pictures and picture themselves in the pictures not living actually inside the world but apart from it, suggesting and/or necessitating elements (not necessarily elementary elements, like kindness to oneself and others), but like tinnitus, and trichtolommania these are so touchy so scary and the conditions themselves, not those having them, and no one will have them because they are supplicating all the time? such isn't true, and it's obvious that many people abuse at once sometimes not always, and that hatred takes on a new form with every new abuse, such determination is honest and not naughty, always in competition for who will hurt the most but not kill because hurting produces their art,  so as others hurt them so much more than originally also important to say that hurting isn't necessary, so don't of course, but when pain comes people go for some reason, and this torture and lack of care? is so important to realize as caringness is important and lack of caringness indicates they could care less about the bereaved let alone those who the bereaved love, still (and love is eternal,) such correction is indicated; do not harm anyone, the person most harmed is the person i don't, and those involved in abuse(s)s may not feel good after, but when they abused they really did, and Really Doe knows how this stuff works, so don't go that route, please and now, as if you cross a person intentionally, then you scared ((and i don't scare easily, superficially