it's unthinkable someone would be against so they they're for, but they're not my friends, and the one person who would even moderately or even have a think of notting was (not is, caught) doing the most grotesque, sneakiest, darkest acts, so any hint of lack of cooperation indicates...yikes is the operative word for these kinds, they're strange, odd-looking, often disheveled, bony, not kind, and very tough, very, very tough on themselves (not others)

so it goes the days of sadness

i'm sad yes

glad i'm sad, to

know how to be happier

to be sad, and to realizer not as mine, to 

know to be her,

is harder and hardenng her isn't the movement funny

and i like funny you and me funny us. Can't wait does mean what it says.

i am so sad. i am so weak. i am so hungry. please feed us here in this shelter of tortureresses and torturers i do not want to know him anymore they say to me all day in a cave of some kind in a middle east sandy places with lines hoping for bread to eat only some get i neglected myself that night and am not alright please come to me and show me why and where to be that night it wasnt me i am fine physically handicapped are they mentally i will be so come and see me here in a land not that close to the border but further down a place a road where i had hoped to be found, waiting for someone to pick me up that night, ended up fucked up bad, sounded good on the phone, but it wasn't my dad, they said i was sickened by a disease a broken limb i can't have only a eye had to be a happy day ahead i can't be had only to see why and always such things turn bad i wanted to find to know i said i had to digest and ended up there, where a place i couldn't see a place i couldn't know, somewhere near there, but higher along a false coasted my way through hatred only to love where lovers rock each their bodies its so gross i feel sickened to me pits no one would know where if you type in hope dot me you'll see i have no electricity and then near you is a place to hope a failure of justice called the hopsital and 5150hold do not do it please and if i had to know


if someone harms, they will always

so i do not harm well i say i did

to harm you i hid your abuses of they it 

had to happen that way, till i didn't

i didn't happen till that wily bitch said, let's come and get fucked up

i did and it was crazy fun, right

you sucked me off, and took my life away

i am not gay, that's a huge thing about me, also i fuck up

so it's probably like a slide three and a two with threes around and those who know say it's funny well try a two pill a pay ray

and you'll see a bitch get hers

for a two pee tee